AwkwardBlueDuckie

For The Love Of A Daughter

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TRAPPED Part 6 by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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TRAPPED Part 6

Lynx had been sleeping when she heard a booming voice come from her speaker. "Up and at 'em! Time for your training!" Groaning, she threw a pillow at the wall and muttered, "Can't it wait five more minutes?" In reply, she heard William speak up, "Dear, I've already let you sleep in for over an hour! Please do get up! I personally don't want to see you in the infirmary..." She sat up and stretched, and sighed. "Alright, fine, do I at least get to go alone this time?" "No, sorry dear. You'll be escorted to the gymnasium by a soldier. You won't be bound this time, however." Click. She got up and wandered to the wall, knocking on where the

I Want a Jar of Happiness by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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I Want a Jar of Happiness

If only there was a way To stow your happiness for another day. Just so that way people could be happy, Not sad, or angry, or crappy. Just think about it: There would be something for those who have depression, Those who just want so bad to quit, And there would be no more problems with aggression. Suicides would go down less, And people would just be happier all around. Our world is such a filthy mess And is such a big let down. So, science, why haven't we done this? Why haven't you tried to help us? We aren't just people you can dismiss... We still have so much to express.

This One-Way Fight by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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This One-Way Fight

Why do you do this to me? What did I ever do? You throw me out to sea And watch the struggles you put me through. We used to be so compatible, What ever happened to that? I know that relationships are fallible, But I didn't think ours would be like that. Please stop exploiting my weaknesses, It hurts me so very much. I thought that you'd be able to keep my secrets, But I guess that I was and always will be your crutch. Please, I really don't want to fight, But you just won't give up. I know that this just isn't right, But I know that everything is going to blow up.

Just Go by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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Just Go

You worthless pile of nothing, You can never do anything right. Your voice is an annoying buzzing, Nobody cares if you're alright. Just give up already, Since nobody wants to help. No one cares if your heart is empty, So you'll just have to do with self-help. Go ahead and die, worthless. Nobody will miss you. Everybody knows you're helpless, You have enough skin to cut into. We've all been pretending That we care so you wouldn't leave. The reason we were faking? So we'd have something to deceive.

Thank You by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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Thank You

It’s been a while, and I missed this feeling, The feeling of water gliding down my face. Now that they’re here, I know that I am healing, And now I’m sure I know my place. I’ve been alone for so long, Depression my only acquaintance. As long as that was true, everything went wrong, I just had to have some patience. I’m not used to having someone to share These feelings that are churning inside. You’re helping me repair The feelings I thought had died. This feeling of happiness Is warm and fuzzy. It’s not like sadness That made my soul hungry. I apologize if I’m clingy, I’m just used to

I'm Your King by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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I'm Your King

There's so much to do, You filthy little thing. I am the one you listen to, I am your King! You must give me presents, You filthy little wretch. If you don't, there will be quite a turn of events, So go now and fetch! HA! You think that I care? You think that you amount to anything? All you are is a little beggar. Your life has no meaning. You are mine forever, Don't you ever forget that. I am the only one who is clever! Talk again and you'll go SPLAT! Do you like my little pets, All those filthy little rats? Here, you'll never forget Everything that happened to you, lass. You better behave, wretch, My Princesses are gentle. Now, my gift

That Part of Me by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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That Part of Me

The part of me that you don't know, Hidden so far beneath the skin. The part of me I want to let go, Hidden so deep within. That part of me will scare you so, I know this because it scares me. That part of me, it will throw Screaming bodies into fire with glee. It'll watch as your bodies break under pressure, And laugh as your brains splatter everywhere. Your limbs will surely be severed, So I beg of you to beware. This personality hates all of you, With your whining and crying. It wants human kind to be through, And it finds blood to be very satisfying. Go ahead and start begging, But it won't do you any good. I suppose you should start

The Loss is Worse by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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The Loss is Worse

Slowly, my walls did fall, Your gentle waves pushing through. You came and pushed away the squall With your gentle sun and wind that blew. I let you in when others were kept out, Well, don't you just feel especially unique? What do you mean you have something to talk about? Of course I will let you speak. What do you mean you don't like me? This was all just a joke? Of course I'll let you be free, A friendship is, after all, something you can revoke. So my walls will need to be built higher and stronger, I can't let this happen to me again. If I do, I won't last any longer, After all, I really don't need a friend. I'll build up my walls w

For the Worried Mother by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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For the Worried Mother

My happiness has been shattered Thanks to those who told me I wasn't enough. My spirit has been battered From those who looked at me with so much disgust. It's not your fault that I'm this way, So please stop bringing yourself down. They all thought it was child's play That just made me frown. It's not your fault that you didn't notice, It's mine for hiding it all from you. You have always thought of me as your pretty lotus, While they thought of me as the cause of their stomach flu. Mommy, please believe me when I tell you this: I always have and always will love you. I'm not this way because of your remiss, But it's because of you I have

TRAPPED Part 5 by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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TRAPPED Part 5

“Miss? Miss, are you awake?” Lynx grabbed her pillow and threw it in the direction of the voices. “Five more minutes…” she murmured. “You won’t wake up for even me, darling?” Her eyes flew open, her body tensing up. What was going on today? She sat up and stared at the figure in front of her. “I know that you had a fight yesterday, and that you need your sleep, but I wanted to congratulate you in person. Is that alright, or should I leave?” Uncle said with a slight smile. “No, no i-it’s fine.” She stammered. He was absolutely gorgeous: blonde hair, pale, and b

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TRAPPED Part 6 by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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I Want a Jar of Happiness by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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I Want a Jar of Happiness

This One-Way Fight by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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This One-Way Fight

Just Go by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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Just Go

Thank You by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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Thank You

I'm Your King by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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I'm Your King

That Part of Me by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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That Part of Me

The Loss is Worse by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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The Loss is Worse

For the Worried Mother by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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For the Worried Mother

TRAPPED Part 5 by AwkwardBlueDuckie, literature

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TRAPPED Part 5

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About AwkwardBlueDuckie

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Sep 11, 1998
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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Hello.
My name is Alex.
And I'm tired of trying.

Favourite Movies

RENT; Scooby Doo; The Hunger Games; Ever After; Matilda; The Skeleton Key; Paranormal Activity (1+2); Spirited Away

Favourite TV Shows

Bones; Law And Order: SVU; Destination Truth; Ghost Hunters and GHI; Ghost Adventures; That 70s Show; Supernatural; Lost; Being Human; Castle

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Fray; Pink; Paramore; Green Day; Staind; Seether; Evanescence; Coheed and Cambria; The Cab; Blood On The DanceFloor; Daughtry; A Day To Remember; Black Veil Brides; Sleeping With Sirens; Pierce The Veil

Favourite Books

Double Identity; Warriors/Seekers Series; Inheritance Series; The Hunger Games; Uglies; Leviathan series

Favourite Writers

Margaret Petterson Haddix; Erin Hunter

Favourite Games

Sims (1, 2, + 3); Zoo Tycoon

Other Interests

Cooking; Ghosts and Monsters; Writing

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AwkwardBlueDuckie

Feb 4, 2014

Oops

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I totally disappeared off the face of the planet about 4 months ago, didn't I? I'll try to be a lot more active from now on. I've just been a bit busy, keeping up friendships and homework (even though I've failed at both). Writer's block has been a slight benefactor in my disappearance as well. Man, it sucks. But, anyway, I'm going to try to be on more. It might help me with a lot of stuff.

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AwkwardBlueDuckie

Oct 4, 2013

Devious Journal Entry

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So, school's started again. Which is why I've disappeared for a while. And I apologize about that. But with the beginning of school, the depression comes back, which means I'll be uploading more dark/depressing poems or even parts of the story I'm working on. Hey, I might even upload this one messed up short-story that I wrote last year. Who knows. Anyway, I'm back. For now.

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AwkwardBlueDuckie

Aug 7, 2013

Go Getting Tagged?

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I got tagged by !SurrealNacre (https://www.deviantart.com/surrealnacre) c: QUESTIONS: 1. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? Answer: No, I'm not really allowed to date as of now 2. Do you like, love, or have a crush on anybody right now? Answer: ...Yeah... 3. Gay, straight, or otherwise? Answer: Bisexual, dearie ♥ 4. DO YOU LIKE TO BE IN THE CITY OR COUNTRY? Answer: I prefer the country, but I'm fine either way. 5. Music taste? Answer: Anything that fits my ever-changing mood c: 6. Ever kissed anyone? Answer: Kind of~ (reason below) 7. Do you consider that kiss a real kiss? Answer: No because I WAS THREE AND DIDN'T KNOW BETTER OKAY 8. Do you like